11 jan

Happy belated bithday, Mr Crush.
:)

surat buat Tuhan

today..wake up so early
early than before.
 

heart is pain
whenever eyes was opened,
its always remembered to the sadness.

today, 25 june
how i should faces the next day
its going to be 28june
i wish i can take out my heart from my body
hold it tight
so, whatever happen, heart not getting hurt..

let me die
i dont need this pain
oh God
why this happen to me
im not strong
people dont understand..only You understand
God.

patah

everyone is always asking me what's wrong,
but i don't even think it makes any sense,
it just_my heart hurts

my heart is broken
my love is gone
my days are empty
my nights are long
my tears run d0wn
for the days gone wrong
i am forsaken
i cant go on
i lose myself in all these fights
i lose my sense of wrong and right.
i cry, i cry.again and again
i'm shaking from the pain that's in my head.
i just want to crawl into my bed and throw away
the life that i led.
but i won't let it die
i wish that i could take it back,
but it's over
i wish i would die today
because i have no reason to live anymore...

They no need to know that inside were broken.
I tried to patch it out but its too shattered.

kadang nafas terasa indah, 

sampai lupa kita punya masalah.

bahagia ada, tapi tak mungkin kekal lama,

jadi sila waspada.

sekelip mata boleh hilang dari mata.

#i wont cry on my perfect day.  

....

jiwa aku kosong.